Zuila's intro <3

I am trying to do more voice calls because I recently got text to speech so I dont feel like shit while joining and I'll be unmuted in vc :)
I AM VOCALLY MUTE :) just an fyi
Also another thing I will be adding to this, Please never say,"Sorry" Around me I deeply hate it. And I value your mistake you may have made with me. But please say something that provides action instead of one word thank you< 3
My Stoat username:
Zuila2#6599
Stoat is a better platform then discord honestly. I might not use discord anymore.
Stoat, or how to get it, https://stoat.chat/
Please do contact me there if you'd wish to reach me now. Given what I've been going through with discords awful modreation.
1 How old are you? 19!!! YAY turned just today on 2026 :3
2 Were you from? NYC Staten Island (currently)
3 Where were you born? Kiev (past tense)
4 What’s your favorite color? Pastel pink and black and blood red
5 What’s your favorite food? Pizza and craft and cheese
6 What’s your favorite video game? Roblox DayZ Minecraft Roblox sea of thieves and teardown GTA 5 I also play project Zomboid and 7 days to die and sea of thieves and the games I play on Roblox vary, I play tycoon obies and whatever games I work for. I also make discord servers for people on a wide scale basis. Currently playing a new game called vein it's really realistic
7 What’s your favorite movie? Not many good movies out I really like tbh.
8 What’s your favorite plant? Roses
9 What’s your favorite Anime? Boruto, bleach one piece
10 Do you have any hobbies? Reading writing drawing listening to random music and gaming
11 Do you have any brothers or sisters? One older sister and one little sister ❤️
12 How is your day currently? Pretty good
13 What is your b day? Oct 3th
14 What’s your gender? female
15 What are your pronouns? she/her/hoppou
16 Do you have any disorders?
Yes BPD mentally haha. ( I recently got diagnosed.
17 Do you have any triggers? Yes censorship or any form of it. It reminds me of my past trauma. Please be transparent or just lie if you must but please don't censor stuff around me. /srs
My triggers or things around censorship that I'm triggered to see as follows bluring cropping screenshots withholding media or private information mentioned in context and anything else that isn't listed. Or can be considered as a censor. When speaking to me please keep the environment open as possible. I'm mostly looking for transparency in friendships. Another thing don't cross out your face whenever you send me selfies or put things on them they have to be 100% raw. If you decide to disregard this trigger more than 3 times I will have to block you sorry. I am looking for a VERY open environment < 3 ( for an example I want to be able to know everything about you if I send these same questions about you! I want to be able to read more and talk more in depth about you. And be able to explore many different personal things with you 🙂 ( also fyi if you do happen to trigger me during the knowing process or me sending the same questions to you, whilst I am trying to know you. I will get a mental type trigger where I will scratch my skin because of you triggering me or disregarding what I stated above. And I won't be able to control it. And I will have to restrain myself to my bed and I won't be able to respond for 6 to 12 hours. ) Just another reminder it feels like I have posion ivy on my skin whenever I feel triggered and it doesn't ever go away. I've been dealing with this trigger for nearly when I got awareness or thought when I was a child. Also another thing PLEASE PLEASE if you have boundaries tell me them, if it's in regards to privacy tell me so I can block you. Because I am looking for a deep connection. Privacy is just another form of censorship and I don't stand by it at all.
18 Do you have any pets? One Belgian Malinois German shepherd.
19 How good is your grammar rate yourself on a 1 to 10. 7.3
20 Do you speak any other languages other than English? I am trying to learn english better speaking wise, so I can VC, I don't speak Russian mostly Ukrainian. I am learning Spanish or studying their culture
21 When are you offline and online and why? Mostly because of school and my hobbies lol. I mostly play games like 7 days to die teardown Minecraft Roblox sea of thieves dayZ ect.
22 Do you like school? Yeah I mostly do home schooling but yeah.
23 Do you enjoy drinking coffee? YASSSS PUMPKIN SPICE
24 Can you cook? Yeah ( I love mac and cheese :3
25 Do you write or draw things ? What things do you draw or write? Yes I do sometimes stories and I sometimes sketch
26 Can you respect my triggers? Mhm
27 If you go to summer school what do you do during it? Nope never did!
28 If you go to school, what things do you learn and what do you find important about learning new things? Mostly math and English and what I find important about it learning new things will help u in life
29 What is your name? Zuila
30 If you had a friend group what would you want out of it? Love and respect
31 What is your favorite food? Already answered this :-)
32 What is your timezone? EST
33 What is your day like? What do you do? Mostly school or just doing my hobbies lol
34 Have you ever been in a relationship? Yesss one ex girlfriend
35 How would you rank yourself around people in general? 3
36 What is your personality like in a lot of detail? I'm chill clingy and sometimes thick with grammar whenever I am upset. I also sometimes go silent whenever I am spaced out or thinking about things. And besides that I am a very nice girl :3 ( I've been called very kind and sometimes overly kind so sorry if that's the case lol)
37 How would you rate your behavior / mental health in detail?
I learned I have BPD and also I have abonnement issues. So I tend to be VERY clingy and I really want to like be around someone or just I'll be upset and switch personalizes REALLY FAST and use thick grammar so a very low -20
38 Any secrets you wish to tell me?Nothing lol.
39 How much do you think you breathe during the day? 2m times a day
40 What do you like to do at school? Uhhhhh reading and work
41 What’s your favorite type of car? Dodge Challenger
42 Do you paint or draw? If so, show some of your work! There's not much
43 What do you like to do when you are outside? Walk and have fun and play in the backyard
44 are you taken? Single, looking for a girl honestly.
45 What's your sexuality? I'm bi but I love women more ( sorry guys) however I do have a thing for femboy's a guess a little secret about me :3
46 What's your ethnicity? Asian, Chinese, Ukrainian.
47 What's a little more you can tell me about yourself?, your song playlist, blood type ect. Well I don't know my blood type I don't remember tbh. but here's my playlist https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLr8QtNTRzC55btQcTpirHvlzlrbBrKvZd&si=ooNqxdiejYlHM4ih )
48 What is your height? 4’3
49 What's your favorite tea? Ice tea from Wawa ( I personally don't like hot teas more of cold ones like Snapple ❤️)
50 What's your eye color? I don't know to be honest I don't look at my reflection as much 😭
51 What do you usually do during your gaming session? Well I mostly play with some friends, or stay quiet during the game because I HATE speaking. It reminds me of voice calls. And I don’t usually speak ever lol
Also some awesome news about me I became a full time hoppou < 3
YES I USE YOUTUBE 🤫
as my music playlist it's way more easy to manage music is for listening not reading and remembering names I pick songs I like through what my ears like.
52 How do you handle situations overall in a friendship / relationship? I mostly just address the issue in bold, if the person disregarded my trigger more than once or is on a certain chance. Depends mostly on if they disregarded my trigger or not. Sometimes my BPD is awful, sometimes it isn’t so yeah. The most best way I can say this is I move on, or I try to repair the integrity of the relationship or friendship. If not I simply block them and move on.

If you use this useless time excuse and haven't read my intro. Or ignored everyone I've written I will block you. Don't use time as an excuse when you have all of this info about me. And ANYTIME you could've asked me any questions during the time you've read this intro. And also filling out the same questions as well, just an idea if you wanted to know me btw.

My BDSM test ^^